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  • And here I am. An epic failure.
  • random. raw. real…in parallel to my real life
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    • 10 surefire ways to ruin your affair – wisdom from Kat
    • 10 Tips for Wives to Keep Your Husband from Cheating aka Words of Wisdom from Kat
    • 10-Tips for the Post Discovery Talk aka Words of Wisdom from Kat
    • 6-Tips for the Care and Feeding of The Other Woman aka Words of Wisdom from Kat
    • random rules culled from the blogosphere
    • Tips for Gifts for the OP-Words of Wisdom from Kat
  • nocturnal notions of him on my mind
    • A morning part 1
    • A morning part 2
    • a rainy day greeting
    • an afternoon greeting (nocturnal notions of tom & mckenzie) part 1
    • corporal guidelines
    • from the in-between
    • he’ll always be coated in yum
    • just a little spin through
    • lust; latent. laying in wait.
    • mutuality
    • to lounge about
    • touch
    • unexpected places
    • an early musing

a dream is a wish your heart makes

Posted by ismeisreallyme on 19 October 13
Posted in: real life.

sleeping is a wishI wish I didn’t long for this. Wish for this. Wish for a night spent in his proximity. His nakedness mere inches from me. The feel of him in the same space in which he sleeps. It’s not that I don’t understand his reasons, not at all. It’s just that it breaks my heart that I don’t mean any more to him than as his personal fuck toy. I know I didn’t sign up for any more than that, but the woman in me, yes the woman that entered this with her eyes wide open. The woman that is in love with him wants this more than anything. And he knows it. He knows it and each week there is a hint or a tease or even a promise that it will happen the next time. It’s been more than 6 next times with no next times in sight. And so my wish now moves from the bucket list forever.

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