is me is really me

so earlier today I received the final treatment in this current round of chemo sessions. it’s a surreal feeling as if it was just yesterday and at the same time feeling as if this has been one long battle. and frankly, it’s not over. not yet. now is the wait and see. there are more labs to get done and scans to look in every nook and cranny *sigh*

and of course, I anxiously await word as to whether or not i’ll be cleared to travel in a weeks time. now, it’s wait and see.