may be last entry for awhile landed in NYC only to talk to dh and turn around and barely make the return flight home. not sure of how to handle the shitstorm that’s sure to be coming other than head on, honestly and with all the strength I can to remain healthy and emotionally whole.
I can’t deny that to be so close to seeing him again, to kiss him to find solace in his arms before we say goodbye and then not to hurts my core more than it should.
is me is really me 
Ugh I could not imagine being so close only to have to turn around. Heart wrenching. So sorry 😦
Hugs. Just hugs. If you get this note, I’m thinking of you – if you access my blog you’ll see why it’s private again… Message me if you need!!
Wow, just when I didn’t know if I had more tears left. Thinking of you righ now. hugs